A Sleepless Night

Tigress,

As I sit up in our bead,

I look over at you,

To see you in a peaceful sleep,

You have no idea how cute you look when your lost in your dreams,

And I would be with you in dreamland,

If it wasn't for what has been plaguing my mind lately,

Ever since the whole Shen thing,

I feel so bad and disappointed in myself,

Mainly becuase of what I put you through,

Not a day goes by that I don't remember,

How you looked when you thought I was gone,

It showed me how much you and I bonded since I became the dragon warrior,

But it also showed me how selfish I was in my actions,

Even though I wanted answers I should have known better,

I don't ever plan to put you through such pain again,

I will think my actions and choices through,

Even though you said you forgave me on the day we pronounced our love,

I still feel torn apart,

Hopefully it will disappear soon and I can move on from it,

There's no point on wandering in the past,

You can't do anything to change it,

What's more is that,

I will make sure and do anything that's necessary ,

To protect you from harm,

As long as I'm alive I will protect you my kitten,

And it's with that,

That I go back into my slumber,

Hoping and praying I can dream of dreams of you,

Dreams that don't have to do with pain and tears,

But dreams of loving words and comfort.